not impressed

i got an A- in my english essay, lowest mark for english yet. very unhappy, this subject was supposed to salvage any chance i had to get into law by boosting my gpa, and now it appears i have to get A's in everything else WHICH unfortunately is neeeeever going to happen. i guess hoping for straight A+'s in english was a tad optimistic :/ ha ha ha.

DAMN it, i have not a clue what i'm going to do with myself when i don't get into second year law.

grumble grumble.

options:

• second attempt at law with a marginally higher chance of getting in
• carry on with my BA and change majors roughly 17 times
• drop out and get a full-time job
• drop out, stay home and sleep/cry/listen to my chemical romance and sinead o'connor on repeat until i turn 40 and/or my mother kicks me out

me burning my textbooks at the end of year 13 exams.. so tempting.